If your entire life has passed smoothly and without cares, then weep for yourself. For the Gospel and human experience assert with one accord that, without great pain and suffering, no one has left behind any great or beneficial work on earth or been glorified in the heavens. If, however, your earthly sojourn has been completely bathed with sweat and tears – to attain justice and truth – rejoice and be exceedingly glad, for your reward will be truly great in the heavens. Never succumb to the insane thought that God has abandoned you. God knows exactly how much each one can endure and measures the sufferings and pains of each accordingly. St Nilus of Sora says: “When even men know how much weight a horse can carry, how much a donkey, and how much a camel, and thus load them according to their strength; and when a potter knows how long to leave the clay in the kiln, so that it will neither be shattered nor over-baked – how could God not know how much temptation a soul can bear to make it ready and fit for the Kingdom of Heaven?”
Reflection from the Prologue of Ohrid for July 4
(Fr Paul’s note: We are blessed in this country with a calm and peaceful life. In love for God, we should voluntarily renounce the life of ease and indulgence that we enjoy in this country and voluntarily take up the suffering of the ascetic disciplines of the Church according to our strength for our salvation, as Christ voluntarily took up His Cross for our salvation. We who suffer no persecution, no threats to life or limb for our faith, what excuse will we offer to God on the Day of Judgment if we did not make good use of the peace and tranquility that God has granted to us to learn our Faith more deeply and to practice it with all diligence, to purify our senses, our souls and our bodies, to nurse and grow the seed of the Holy Spirit we have received in the mysteries of the Church, but instead, gave the freedom of our peace and tranquility over to the lusts of the flesh, the lust of the eyes and the pride of life?)